hmm ritin new post again... wat sian ar sick liao le... feelin so unwell haiish! my body feelin soft soft de no energy... tired lor wish to slp at my bed 24hr but cannot like wake den 11plus wash my face liao jiu go back to e clinic take mc cus ytd take work mc today take sch mc hehe wen, sharon n me all nvr go sch... wahaha tml sure kana scold by hp say us ps him hehe... h goin kill us i blive! nvm hmm feelin really very bad leh... so so so sick... k la wan go do my thin jiu go rest liao bye...

haiish tired! today work till 11.30+ haiish cus no graveyard crew, only gt two graveyard crew 1 mds den 1 crew filterin haha so ke lian haiish both day like tat luckly today gt aleast two graveyard crew ytd not even a single graveyard crew wahaha... whole mac only a two crew! wow tat great they will b very bz hehe... i saddist ma tat y lor... kp laughin...hehe haiish k la i oso tired liao tml workin again... at 4-10 hehe den fri worh 8hrs again.... nice! but i hate doin ice-cone! dun say all tis le... im tired but i wanna call my zeh n chat le... k la bye....

y y im i feelin more n more worst haiish m i takin e right path im confuse now haiish! i really dunno y my heart tellin me tat... haiish i really dunno im now sufferin n i dun wan is so pain so shld i choose another way? haiish but i really dun wan cus i... haiish dunno la! im selfish i noe i dun wan myself to suffer anymore cus i really goin to break dwn soon! i really dun when i really dunno work n work might help me better ba... tryin not to let my heart n mind to feel n tink tat! haiish how i wish someone can really share n help me wif tis pro but no one can really help me! haiish they only noe how to tell me dun b like tis, dun do tis n more n more but they do not noe hor terrible i feelin now! haiish i might b smilin but in my heart truly im cryin.... suan le dun wan rite le dun wanna cry 4 any1 or any reason again!

i really dunno wat can i say... im so sad, i started cuttin myself again... notin better to do ba! once n once cut n cut haizz! i really wan to JUS END MY LIFE can i? i hate all tis thin i HATE IT!i really cant take all tis anymore! my family pro n all tis thin... i noe i will really fall... n now i really fall le soon it will drive me to crazy n i end up killin myself ba... all e stress is really drivin me mad! haizz wanna cool me ownself down, stop tinkin all tis oso cannnot cuz holiday liao i will b at woodland most of e time! i cant let myself b sad or cry infront of my mum cuz she oso stress liao le i hav to takecare of her too haizz i noe she will break down one day if i dun even wan help her! tinkin of e holiday mus stay at woodland i mus force myself to b brave n act as notin had happen i felt like cryin haizz nobody will noe how stress n sad i felt i really wish i can end all tis so i wont suffer anymore! but i noe tis is a selfish act! haizz no one can help me neither anyone can b wif me to face e pro haizz! i haven't even take my dinner but y i jus felt tat im so full tat i cant even eat anythin! suan le i cant do anythin den ritin down here haizz...

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