♀KAIEN♥HIM♂ MY BROKEN PROMISE..

♥ Thursday, March 08, 2007

i really dunno wat can i say... im so sad, i started cuttin myself again... notin better to do ba! once n once cut n cut haizz! i really wan to JUS END MY LIFE can i? i hate all tis thin i HATE IT!i really cant take all tis anymore! my family pro n all tis thin... i noe i will really fall... n now i really fall le soon it will drive me to crazy n i end up killin myself ba... all e stress is really drivin me mad! haizz wanna cool me ownself down, stop tinkin all tis oso cannnot cuz holiday liao i will b at woodland most of e time! i cant let myself b sad or cry infront of my mum cuz she oso stress liao le i hav to takecare of her too haizz i noe she will break down one day if i dun even wan help her! tinkin of e holiday mus stay at woodland i mus force myself to b brave n act as notin had happen i felt like cryin haizz nobody will noe how stress n sad i felt i really wish i can end all tis so i wont suffer anymore! but i noe tis is a selfish act! haizz no one can help me neither anyone can b wif me to face e pro haizz! i haven't even take my dinner but y i jus felt tat im so full tat i cant even eat anythin! suan le i cant do anythin den ritin down here haizz...

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