♥ Thursday, October 11, 2007
time for postinmonday, reach home 1plus in e mornin n wen stay overnite at my hus.. we chat till around 3plus den slp.. mornin 5.30 wake up cus she say wan go back b4 her dad wake up.. i wake her up at 5.30 den she say dunno gt bus ma so went back slp den around 6 wake her up again den she say too tired dun care her dad la.. we went back slp den.. mornin she gt so many call wake me up too den no long dad wake wo up aft tat when back slp again my msg, went slpin back again msg stupid msg la! hai wo cant slp in peace! haiish around 11 plus wake up eat breakfast den use com awhile jiu go 809 meet my mom wif wen to pass her somethin.. aft tat take bus wif wen when 900plus buy thin.. den wan pei her home den she say wan go tz first, went dere play game awhile jiu 3 liao time really pass so fast norh.. went home rest awhile cook myself lunch plus dinner.. den chat wif gor suddenly i found him outside my hus so lame la him stupid monkey haha.. at nite jiu went find henry gor, serwei ahgong n jiawen vampire norh.. slack awhile henry kp disturb wo! den i very fan n angry jiu run away norh i dunno y tis few wk i bcus like tis.. very easy gt angry! haiish mayb more n more fan lor.. i somehow tot of end my life no one or two time is alot of time i tried control n dun go anyhow tink bt still haiish.. i jus cant control my temper n my emotion! haiish my mind gone mad soon haiish.. wat went wrong? i tryin to hurt myself bt tis wat i wan! i cant control it! haiish i really wish everythin jus end like tis bt i cant jus leave like tis rite? haiish my heart n my mind is confuse i dunno wat i wan to do! HAIISH! nvm i will try my best to control myself.. btw u all jus tc k? sry for everythin..IM SO CONFUSE..X/3
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