♥ Tuesday, July 22, 2008
tis few wk didnt wan to post dunno y.. mayb to tired wif dnt! like i say i will b back soon, bt today jus too moody! so hope i will gt better by postin..
22.7.2008
today not a great day, everythin seem too tired n extra stress for me!
went sch as per normal, havin a bad headache cus tis few day really rushin for my d&t.. i noe i shouldnt do last min work bt is dere a choice? everyday tink n tink.. bt still i will fork out time to pei baobei mayb on fone or msn? bt we will chat till quite late. it really somehw tirin as i nd wake up early in e mornin, bt wat to do? i really wan pei him or rather say i wan him pei me.. i jus wish he can really understand me more!
nowadays we havin lot of quarrel, n im tired of it.. im oso afraid i will giv up soon!i jus wish not to quarrel wif him anymore yt i dunno wat to do.. so i choose not to talk when i noe somethin not rite.. bt tis oso will not help, i didnt noe wat else i can do? jus felt tirin.. i noe u r oso tired, i noe it ok? bt u noe, u didnt spare a tot for me? it not only u tired n stress! c'in u like tis u noe it hurt my heart ma? u noe hw terrible i felt, when c u like tis yt i cant do anythin? i pei'in u goin through it yt u wont noe? u only tot u r e wan who is sad, bt u noe i c u like tis i dun felt gd too! haiish jus dun wish talk much abt tis anymore i noe u dun like bt i jus wish i can post my feelin hope u understand! i loves you lot ok? X3333
today 22.7.2008 is e 8 yr death anniversary of my grandpa.. i started to missin him lot! tis few wk flipin through my old foto album n tink of e past, i really felt so terrible! haiish i dun hav much memories abt him bt i rmb he is e one who really teng me lot! he owaz bring me here n dere wif him b4 he gt sick.. i felt so stress i really miss him lot! u noe baobei hearin u say so much abt ur gandma it make me tink of my grandparents more! u noe frm young i being disown by 2 grandparent , so i left wif only de other 2.. yt e one who teng me e most, i gt e least time wif him! it really didnt hurt me tat much when he leave is jus cus im really still young n dunno wat is e saddness of death.. i didnt shed a tears if im not wrg, as durin tat time i still dunno much abt wat goin on.. till i gt older i understand e sad of being apart wif e kin or e person who teng u! haiish i dunno y today i jus cant stop tinkin of e past tgt wif my grandpa.. i really miss u lot i hope i can visit u bt i cant i still gt to wait till nxt yr den can go wif grandma they all! i hope i can go rite now really rite now!!!! haiish hao la i gt to stop le.. i cant carry on like tis! tat all ba will b back soon again.. X333 haiish..
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♥ Saturday, July 12, 2008
hmm so fast 1 mth plus le.. many thin happenin durin tis 1 mth plus! seriously i hate tat idiot! wtf la him, ask him go n die! watsoeva.. lalala~~8.7didnt go sch cus im late for sch den dun wan go.. when home change t-shirt n short, den take e coin which my dad wan me change to bank. bt sadly too early bank havent open jiu went around my hus here e shop ask if they wan change? manage change some bt still gt, den we go blk645 eat le jiu pei ba him go home awhile den we go to e posb at 925 bt ite e bank staff say gt e machine at chong pang dere.. so we went dere bank in e money! aft tat he go off first den i went ahwen hus slack den she cook fried rice for me haha.. so nice! tat all for tat day ba! 11.7mornin meet tgt wif wen, while kahhoe n colin send us to sch. sian lor! den sch end fast so only 7 period like tat.. den same thin they wait for us outside den take cab to 921 eat so hungry lor cus mornin nvr eat haha! eat le jiu go np walk walk saw mufang they all.. chat wif them awhile jiu go le.. around 2 plus i went tpy wif him walk walk, den bought straw frm comic connection.. den oso bought a tigger for wen! cus she kp sayin she wan ma. c wen i treat u so gd lor! hehe.. i oso wan pooh lor noboby buy for me! haiish bt tat stupid lie to me say he go toilet ite he bought me e pooh i wan de! haha i loves you! blea =p den 6 plus went wen hus, swt heart oso at dere! slack at dere till nite lor.. tat all for tat day!JUS WAN SAY..BAOBEI,ILOVESYOU LOT!!
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♥ Saturday, July 05, 2008
4.7 notin much cus no mood post too much.. jus wish i can pei u.. n wish to c u smilz!haiish ilovesyou!
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♥ Wednesday, July 02, 2008
hello im back!omost 1 mth i nvr post le haha.. hmm u noe wat everythin seem to b so sudden, bt i blive everythin will b orite.. btw i wan giv him one surprise, bt i left only a few day le! haiish i will try my best to let u smilz.. i noe tis few day u had been stress up by so many thin! bt rmb no matter wat i will b dere for u.. i dunno wat to say only can say will b back to post soon! now workin hard! one thin to say ILOVESYOU!
19:53