♥ Sunday, August 17, 2008
haiish im back again! bt my mood not great..
im really dunno wat really went wrg,
mayb im really not a gd gf ba!
tinkin hard, i noe i did treat a few quite badly!
i regret too.. bt everythin is too late to say sry!
so i didnt expect them to forgiv me..
seriously i tink i really had enough of all tis thin,
im jus like i fool,
who dunno wat my heart really wan!
owaz cant really make up my mind!
haiish i noe i owaz do thin which somehw make me regret,
bt regret doesnt help i noe..
i jus owaz take it in my heart,
until i really cant take it i will owaz..
take a deep breathe n walk forward,
n oso not to turn back if not i will not walk out!
haiish tis quite stupid rite i noe..
bt u tink i care? if tis e only way i can heal myself fast!
i loves to travel on bus a long journey bus,
hopin e stop will not reach tat fast..
cus tis is oso a way i can clear my mind,
by listenin to song n lookin outside e sky n world!
wth i sayin omg im really crazy!
haiish anyway i felt really tired to b tat idiot,
e wan waitin for u to accompany me jus a while more!
it can b a chat through fone everyday,
or u being wif me by my side!
i noe i might b greedy hopin u to accompany me everyday!
bt if u really cant can u really pei me chat?
i nd u bt u owaz wont b dere..
like ytd my mood went all wrg, hopin to call u..
bt i noe i cant cus u r workin i cant disturb,
so i take it all myself wifout tellin u!
i noe i shld hav tell u bt since it past i shall noe bother to say..
tis is y i choose not to tell u..
baobei i noe cus of me u did suffer,
bt u noe i nd u by my side!
i jus dunno hw, to say i nd u..
i really nd ur accompany,
i felt tat in my life tat is notin much left for me!
my heart is very pain till is painless now..
really confuse, dun even noe wat i ritin!
omg i hate tis! I REALLY HATE IT!
haiish dunno wat esle to say..
lol i felt so lame, omg i shall not continue!
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